master of the universe...

master of the universe -- ??
hey - hey --
just taking the time to remind all my shamen - poet - mystics bros here - all the men and women who read my blog -- 
thinking some thoughts today about remembering the "Zen" and non-attatchment...
they say a master can look upon anything without judgement...and simply go to the next thing right ?
no matter what ?
I try to remember that power does not imply benevalance sp? nor morality -- it's simply a state of owning -- your power - I truly think that love is the underlining principal of the matrixx here -- and that when you finish here and go to the next "level" your life does flash beffore you almost like a review of what you did and said and what your intentions were --

its true -- the more evolved you get the harder it becomes -- you have the knowledge but the body has not quite been carved to meet the mind -- 
or spirit -- 
i try to say what i mean and mean what i say and have my internal environment match the external one -- thats true power -- to me, being aligned with your thoughts and feelings and your body -- at once -- and then taking action - 
the Zen -- to me that means letting the dream of life and the illsuion here simply float by without grabbing onto a judgement - it takes practice - kinda like a Nentindo game or something -- right >?
pain can help you sometimes and i think its important to own your feelings but also clear out the ones that dont belong to you and - or the "projections" from others....
there is always the help of the universe or love or angels or whatever you believe in as your higher power -- or that the universe just spills out of you according to your beliefs and thoughts ? As a "Co-creator..."



It all kinda seems worth it today -- all the yesterdays are gone and the future has not manifested yet -- try to figure out the mantra that plays in your head all day and then change it accordingly-- to what you want to manifest -- 
make sure your crown and brow chakras are clean and flooded with love b/c alot of NEg energy gets stuck there and people/and -- energies that are trying to influence your thoughts -- hang out there -- 
so alot of your thoughts are from others -- if your the psychic "sensitive" that I'am..and i know most of you are -- 
I try to affirm:
"my energy is going exactly where it is needed --"
or "I have all the energy I need right now..-- my crown chakra is flooded with love -- __."

Intention -- you hear alot of shit in your head all day right ?
how you act and re-act and what you think are 2 different things -- i try to affirm -- thoughts of "light" or "love" when i feel attacked -- and try to remember that everyone is a miror -- is that really true ?

My first rection is attack -- right back but then and I try to stop it -- I try to stop my attack on others and let go -- the psychic attacks and emotional ones and fill the energies around me with or surround them with love ....
I try not to "project" my BS onto others and remember that I'am looking at life through the filters of my pain and fears and sometimes -- yeAh -- prejudices -- 
I try to forgive -- what i think -- people have done to me -- or as my therapist used to always say: "well kirk -- that was your experience - but it doesnt mean thats what was going on..."
Angels in disguise -- just helping you -- right ???


It's true -- this year i almost "exited" this realm after allowing my body to shut down -- or forcing it to -- I was Tired - man -- but then all my friends and family gave me love - and I decided to stay -- here -- in this body -- what a year -- and yeah all the angels I saw in the hospital was totally worth it -- also -- esp my nurses -"Rose" and "pearl" and the over night nurse who called "sweety" all the time and dosed me with Pecodans...

what a wild ride -- i hope to remind you that really its all a good time -- even the worst of times - its a beautiufl pain - i guess -- carving and letting go so you can create in a more clear and concise manner -- through the weight of the material world -- 
heaven on earth ?
well -- i hope so -- and yeah heres to you - all the masters doing the work to enlighten the world and show love 

warmth and support in whatever your obstacles are -
I've had alot of breakdowns here -- and a breakdown is simply all the suppressed - feelings and thoughts clearing out -- SEE Kundalini -- but I got through it all -- by remembering that a state of love is the truer reality - and of course, by watching "Pee Wees Big adventrure" Video everyday that i felt like offing myself....hahaa - 
hey man -- it worked -- 
I'am still here - I mean the 22 spirits that use my body to work here on the material plane>>// I think are gonnna make sure my body is ok -- and I dont fuck myself up too much -- right ?
I believe that in the back of your thoughts you all know the truth of what your doing and creating right ??

and thnkks for being connected to me -- 
kirk - sean -- ah - rick - 

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any thoughts ? let me know 
just framing the dialouge -- tell me -- what your thinking -- 


k
ok -- all "dis-eased" thoughts are surrounded by love and return to the source to be healed -- in peace - joy and safety-- and wishing you 
"A miracle of healing -- wherever you need it..."
in light 
k
and I think its true - the closer you become to living an authentic life that -- the more your "false" self will "act-out" so if your having a hard time then that means your close to touching your true self -- does that make sense --
let me know -

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Pee-wee's Big Adventure